凌晨兩點半

                                                                               
在電腦前的我  聽見哭泣聲
                                                                               
我訝異的轉過頭
                                                                               
是一個黑不啦嘰的傢伙  躲在牆角裡哭
                                                                               
"喂  你是誰啊  你怎麼可以闖進別人的房間啊"
                                                                               
那傢伙就只是哭   一點也不理會我的質疑
                                                                               
"你再不走  我可要不客氣了喔" 地盤被侵犯的我  正燒著一把怒火
                                                                               
"別  別趕我走  我只想找個地方待"
                                                                               
"那幹嘛找來我這裡"  我狐疑的問
                                                                               
"因為你很適合"  他忽然笑了起來  就像是小孩子在炫耀一樣的得意
                                                                               
"我很適合?"  這讓我更加迷惘
                                                                               
"因為你沒有朋友"  這句話像把刀直插入我的心窩
                                                                               
"誰...誰說的"  嘴硬的反駁  卻像是洩氣的皮球一樣的無力
                                                                               
"嘿...嘿...別急著否認"  他的嘴臉真是得意的令人厭惡
                                                                               
"等一下  你還沒回答我  你到底是誰" 這個問題好的讓我在心底為我成功轉移話題喝采
                                                                               
"孤獨"
                                                                               
"啊??"
                                                                               
"我說  我是孤獨" 像是怕我不懂似的  強調自己的身份
                                                                               
"那...那你找我幹嘛" 孤獨  好奇怪的名字
                                                                               
"想找你當朋友"
                                                                               
"為啥??"
                                                                               
"和你一樣  我也沒有朋友  不管我走到那裡  總是被人唾棄  被人咒罵  被人趨趕"
                                                                               
說著說著  他又嗚咽了起來
                                                                               
"真是個可憐的傢伙" 不知為什麼  我的氣消了  卻多了一份空虛感
                                                                               
"讓我當你朋友好嗎"  他哀求著  就像是溺水的人想抓住什麼東西一樣  任何東西
                                                                               
"我想  我不必有朋友吧"  總覺得心裡空虛的難過  希望他快快離開
                                                                               
"不不不  只有你能當我朋友  只有你能享受一個人的感覺"
                                                                               
"你試著去找別人吧"
                                                                               
"不行  其他人雖然是只有一個人  但是他們卻是打從心底的討厭我啊" 說著又哭了起來
                                                                               
"唉  真是麻煩  我不喜歡有人跟在旁邊  這樣我會不習慣"
                                                                               
"不會的  平時你看不到我在你身邊的  你還是一樣只有一個人住  一個人過日子"
                                                                               
"嗯  這似乎可以考慮"
                                                                               
"對啊  對啊  只是口頭上我們是朋友  但卻不會彼此干擾到" 他繼續說著想打動我
                                                                               
"嗯  那你還會莫名其妙跑來嗎??"  這是我最擔心的  不要再闖進我房間了
                                                                               
"不會不會  我保證  只要你答應  你就永遠看不到我" 他信誓旦旦的說著
                                                                               
"好吧  既然是這樣  我們就當朋友吧"  雖然答應了  但是心裡還是有不安的感覺
                                                                               
"太好了"  他高興的歡呼著
                                                                               
一眨眼  他就看不到人影了
                                                                               
才正要鬆一口氣  我發現我上當了  就算看不到他  我居然無時無刻的感覺到他在身旁
                                                                               
可惡  果然還是被騙了
                                                                               
那一夜  凌晨兩點半  我上了孤獨的當
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